Today just attended my 1st stats tutorial. The tutor's attitude is bad. I don't like her. She randomly use excel to pick a module rep. but luckily I was alrdy a POA rep. if not I will suffer. But I was so angry with that she didn't believe that I was alrdy rep & ask the class. Thanks for my class for helping ask her why she don't believe me. She say if she don't believe me,why she ask the class. What nonsense man ! She don't even have the basic trust for us. I totally have no respect for her as she don't deserve it.

Today took photo with ken & nini ! hahas. all uploaded in fb. Had fun going out with nini & hd dnr my precious ken. Every moment spend with him is so precious. I don't get to see him so often,so i treasure the time i had with him. Hugging him gives me a sense of security. That's all I need. His love is enough.

2 days has past since school started. Don't really lyk this sem. Many thx to agatha for exchanging lect notes & textbk with me. If not I need to spend a fortune again.=) Just feel tired everytime when I'm in school. Brain seems lyk not functioning. I must have more energy. I really need to catch up. My GPA still hvn't reach 3.2. So I will need to do even better than last sem. Jia you !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGATHA & TAFFY !

Today, after yf i came home le. Feeling quite down lately. Thinking about us. I'm at fault too when you feel that way. I've changed. I've realised many things when I calm down & think. I'm now just waiting for your answer. Hope you would agree with me too.You know how much I loved you.

My darling realise that I'm weird. Am I too obvious ? Joanne, you have to stop. He's right. He doesn't reply dat kind of msgs you send to him. He will just ignore it. I know I can de. Been fighting with this for so long,I'm sure I can face this again. I finally got ken to love me. I really wish to see him more. I really want to spend more time with him, my friends & family. They're my precious. They meant alot to me. Jia you, Joanne ! You can de ! Do it for them, alright ?

Ken, all I need is you. You're all I need & I will be contended le.

God, give me the strength to be stronger & be better again. Stop me from doing the things that ken doesn't like. Guide me.